I have been waiting to hear back about what the plan is for me and no one has called. I’m running out of medication. I’m starting to shut down because I’m afraid I won’t get my meds called in and I’ll get sick. Why do I have this fear? Because it’s happened several times at SMHC. They have one receptionist in psychiatry that is just awful, so rude. She basically interviews you to see if you even need a refill and personally I don’t want her to be part of my recovery. She has caused so much anxiety. She has forgotten to pass messages, claimed they got lost or stuck in the system. I have gone four days without medication and been so sick and in such a terrible mindset. I have also been put on a new med and had a bad reaction, called the 24 hour line and asked to have my doctor paged, the nurse was rude and eating food in my ear the whole time. I was crying and she kept yelling, “I can’t hear you!!” Then a doctor without my charts or any knowledge of the med called me. I was really not well, I told him my symptoms and he told me it sounded like I had a “painless migraine.” A psychiatrist who went to school told me this. Then he told me to come in after the holidays. Luckily I’m an adult who would not do something drastic involving my life, I called someone and said I had a terrible flu and would they come over for a few hours. They did until I fell asleep. SMHC is a place where many people have to go because insurance is outrageous and NH is terrible with mental health. We have no options. I shouldn’t have to fight monthly to get my medication, deal with a awful staff, worry about this non stop. If I could afford better help I wouldn’t even consider this place. For those of us who have no choice, don’t let anyone here push you around. You deserve to get better just as much as the people who can afford to go anywhere they want. We need to make NH more aware of how awful it’s healthcare laws are.