Mixed feelings. MHNI literally saved my life in 1985-86 with its hospital program for chronic daily headaches by getting me off narcotics prescribed by my personal doctor and on safer non-narcotic drugs. Until MHNI, the only way I could work and survive was using opiates. I went from opiate narcotics to Beta blockers and Amitryptiline (sp), but, I was still barely making it through work/life and still had daily headaches. The Amitryptiline made me tired and made my muscles feel like worn out rubber bands. Work in the afternoons, for whatever reason, was the worst part of the day and bad headaches lasted from noon to bedtime. I had two issues: MHNI is an hour and half from Lansing MI where I live and I missed some afternoon appointments because of headaches, and I had some issues at work as getting up in the mornings for work was very difficult because of the side effects of Beta blockers and Amitryptiline. I called Dr. Saper to ask him for a note for work explaining that I was taking a sedating medicine. The nurse came back and said that Dr. Saper noticed "I had problems making it to appointments as well" in a not so nice way, but, he would write a note saying only that I was taking a sedating medicine. I admit that then and now daily headache pain has made me emotionally brittle. This statement cut me to the bone. Still does when I think of it almost 30 years later. They supposedly understood how incredibly hard the lives of chronic headache sufferers are. On my first day there I was part of a group meeting of 15 patients and MHNI told us they understood how headaches affect every part of our lives and how so many friends, workers, and employers did not understand the devastation headaches caused in our lives, but, MHNI understood and they offered compassion and understanding as part of our treatment. My total focus in life, for my entire work life, was to keep a job, which was very, very difficult over my 37 years working. In all those 37 years I was always afraid that chronic head pain would break me. MHNI said they understood this and understood the physical, mental, and emotional toll it took to live with chronic, daily, moderate to severe headaches. That Dr. Saper made this unkind, uncaring comment about me missing appointments, when they said they understood, still shocks and depresses me, even 30 years later. People in chronic daily pain often feel alone and isolated. I can't tell you how alone I felt that day. HKK